I had been preparing for her visit since I woke up that morning. I made sure that the whole house was clean, and cleared out of my family. My mother was at work, brother in summer school and I, a grade 12 graduate, got the house to myself most days. Even though some of my preparations were unnecessary, I did them anyway. I showered and shaved so I would feel smooth against her skin, even though she would never want me that way. I put on an alluring scented lotion to attract her closer to me, even though she kept her distance. I wore a low cut tank top and shorts to show off my slim body and C cup breasts, that she would surely pretend not to notice. All of these things really didn’t matter, but I did them anyway.